Saturday, March 5, 2011

Third Party in Relationship

Salam...


 

 

 

 

Surah Al-Imran......

When I went to Study Circle yesterday....
Some motivations for us before the class begin..
This verse 133-136 really touched me..
My tears won't stop and continuously... I'm depressed...
Then when I know the meaning of this verse, yeahh...
We should forgive others...
Allah will love for those who hold their anger...
Do the good deeds...
And for those who make bad use of themselves, they should seek forgiveness from Allah and don't ever repeat those things. You know the consequences of the actions made actually.
For those who do so, Allah will forgive us then the heaven will wait for us...

So I feel like it really mean to me...
I shouldn't do the bad things when something bad happened to me...
Forgive others... Even you feel like you can't forgive that person..
But I need some time to forgive you...
I don't feel like I can forgive you actually.
You really hurt me.. I'm soooo disappointed with you!
I don't think I can forgive you for this time being..
If I could turn the time back, surely I will avoid from knowing you..
You are devil actually!

Btw, thanks for the confession...
You have make all the things clear now...
Thanks for hurt me...
You, yourself feel guilty right??
But its no point already..
Rice has become porridge, surely it irreversible...
You regret right?? So now, you should accept what had happened..
Now, you feel how hurt actually for hurting someone..
No matter how high the squirrel jumps, it will eventually fall onto the ground.
Yeah... Now you have fallen onto the ground.
You feel right, how hurt it is actually when you fall??


Actually, I'm the third party in this story...
I'm the victim.. I don't know what happened actually..
Please, don't ask me!! I don't even know her...
I feel like I need to see her..
Tell her the truth behind this...
I'm not the one who should be blamed... 
I should clear my name..
I'm not the third party.. Not me!!
I don't know everything..
The liar who are the one should be blamed here..

He called me yesterday because of he is willing to do so.
His friend asked him to call me.. 
He's no longer using 017 but 019..
Somebody calling me then no voice appeared..
Then call me again...
Yeah, it's him!!!
For what reason???

He asked me where I know his gf..
Sorry!! I don't even know her..
I'm not a liar like you!!
I don't even cheated you!
You hide the truth... Four months I'm with the one who cheated me.
Seriously, I was dumb by him!!

There's many things revealed yesterday...
You know what I'm gonna do and you know what I can do..
You know how brave I am right??
You are playing with the wrong person..
Now everything goes back to you.
You deserve it!!
Don't blame me because you broke up with her when you found out that she knows about me.
Again, I don't even know her!!

You should thank to me because I didn't do anything towards you.
Please clean my name..
I've never be the third party in other's relationship.
Please, don't ever appear in my life.
I don't need a liar like you!!

Should I put an end to this story???
Yeah... everything was revealed.. but..
How about my name???
She will think that 'aku rampas bf dia'..
I don't wanna hear that but for sure she will think like that..
Huh... My heart will never go on again...
Scared to know the one who called as "man"

XOXO























2 Feedbacks:

EyeFirst said...

Huh... My heart will never go on again...
Scared to know the one who called as "man"


*sigh* the last sentence means a lot tho... i had enuff hearing a so called story about man who LIES...
but u know what, on behalf of man species, i think i should apologize, and thnx to "him" in contributing a bad image of "man"..
and for u myra, "sabar je la k"...
its not the matter of how u find a good man, its about finding the right one...coz every man can appear good but in the end, only the right one will remain by ur side... cheer up k...
papehal dont hesitate to text me..
(^_^)

Scha Myra said...

I'm not intent do defame anybody.. I know,because of a drop of blue dye,a whole pot of milk is contaminated.. I'm not referring to every single man. it just for those I've known before. it just the same. I don't know why these things should happened to me. seriously, I'm sick. my frend said, I'll find somebody, the right person. I should thankful to Allah because He showed to me now. what if He shows to me when we already get married? 4 sure, I'll kill myself at that time. btw, beb. thanks. I'm not intent to make this things complicated. but then he should know and think what I feel right now.

 

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