Friday, May 20, 2011

Once You "Enter", Don't Search for "Exit".

Dear Myra,

Tahun bila nak buat kerja BM ni???
Tak penat ke bawa balik kamus berat2, lepas tu tak buat??
Jangan malas!!!
Kalau dekat hostel ni, confirm dah siap kerja aku.
Bila duduk rumah, biasalah.. Banyak sangat halangan yang kena tempuh.
Halangan kemalasan untuk membuat kerja.
Buka lappy, online.. Tahun bila pun tak siap macam tu.
So make sure you finish it by today.
For cases and categories, this Monday pergi library buat. 
Lexis nexis is waiting for you.

Sekian.. 

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For you,
I don't know whether you read my blog last night..
Because right after I posted that entry, 
I received one message from you.
If you do read it, yeah..
And I also don't know what makes your mind started to ask your finger to type that message then send it to me. 
Sorry, my finger told me that "I'm not in the mood to reply his message"
Because I told my finger that:

> Myra is stressed
> Myra is in a bad mood
> Myra has a headache
> Myra needs some time alone
> Myra is feeling hurt
> Myra don't want to disturb others
> Myra is just wanted to do the best for others' happiness

I bukan nak cari masalah, or what not..
But you sendiri tahu kenapa I buat semua ni.
Sebab you juga yang nak macam ni.
As I said, kalau orang tak nak I kacau, I tak akan kacau orang tu.
Same goes to me if I were in your shoes.
Only the difference is I should make it as forever.
Gone forever from your life.
I do remember your statement..
You dah patah hati dengan perempuan..
And I tak nak lukakan hati I lagi dengan berpura2 happy dengan kebahagiaan orang lain sedangkan hati I terluka..
Biarlah I bawa diri I.. Only me...
It's more than enough actually.
But if you have anything to say, I'll read your message.
You baik... You fikir yang terbaik untuk hidup you dan dia.
I'm happy with you and I'm happy for you.
Tapi I tak faham dengan you.
I tak nak ada kaitan dengan hidup orang lain for no reasons.
I don't get anything actually when I cry for others and for no reasons.
So now, I have to stop my tears even I don't think it will stop actually.

Renungan buat semua,

Once You "Enter", Don't Search for "Exit"...

CURRENT MOOD: Pretending to be happy. :)

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